Transitional musings

Life can certainly get in the way can't it.  2013 is continuing to be probably the biggest transitional year I've had since I moved to Calgary in the first place.  Friends coming and going.  Relationships over before they start.   A job that, two months in, I'm already looking for a way out of.   I think I'm more afraid of complacency than of the unknown.   I don't want to settle for the job or relationship I don't want.  So I'm not going to.  I'm going to chip and chip and chip until I find what makes me happy.   If it takes a mulligan or two then at least I tried.  For 34 years I always put my happiness last.  Now it's time for me to look out for me.