Fine. Next Wednesday then

Due to work and a lack of things to talk about I kind of abandoned my blog for a bit.  Not much has changed.   Still kinda sorta but not really seeing someone.  Still wanting to find a new job.   I feel like I'm in a severe rut and I need a change of scenery.   Is it running away from my problems or looking for a fresh start?   It doesn't really matter because I will never actually pull the trigger.  I talk. I don't do. And that's an issue I need to change